Saturday, May 30, 2009

LEAVING ON A JET PLANE….


In the book of life many chapters are to be written. A very important chapter of my life just got over, but at the turn of a leaf a new one is to begin even sooner. I am in transition mode.

I am to enter the mean and dreaded professional life. Dreaded not from experience but because of what I have heard. Many people laments for not having enjoyed there college days enough. They say that if given a chance they will trade their present for their past in a heartbeat. I being fully aware of this school of thought tried to live my last days if college as if there was no tomorrow. Now those days are history and I am standing at the crossroads of life, uncertain and also a bit scared about the future.

But I have never walked on the beaten path. I remember in school I went through the same phase. I remember people saying how much we are going to miss school and that we close friends will now be separated for good. Thankfully today that is not the case. School got over, the fun did not. I am still friends with those who really mattered to me in school and am sure that it will last a lifetime. Things have got better with me getting the best of both worlds. College was always great, and when I came back home I was pampered like anything.

But I got a hunch that this time it will be different. The professional world may not be as kind to me. Firstly I will have to toil more, secondly I will get much lesser vacation time and thirdly I would have become old. My mentality may get reduced to- go to office, come back, chill- no spirit of adventure left.

Thus now as weird as it may seem, after cursing for years as to why we have to go to class so early, today I am actually a bit skeptical as to if that was the “good” life and what lies ahead is nostalgia and remembrances.

Change is the only constant, but there are certain things which you hope never changes. Things that matter the most, things that you dread to lose. Thus as I enter a new phase of life I hold on to these magical things very dearly, with all my life and swear to never let go.

The book of life may have many chapters; it may take many twists and turns but what matters is what happens in the long run, how it all culminates. I may leave on a jet plane many times, my life may take many turns but the end is predefined.

I SHALL ALWAYS RETURN TO YOU. Sorry to make you cry.

All my bags are packed
Im ready to go
Im standin here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin
Its early morn
The taxis waitin
Hes blowin his horn
Already Im so lonesome
I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Theres so many times Ive let you down
So many times Ive played around
I tell you now, they dont mean a thing
Evry place I go, Ill think of you
Evry song I sing, Ill sing for you
When I come back, Ill bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again

leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again

leavin on a jet plane…… leavin on a jet plane





6 comments:

Vidhyaa said...

Aah ... Bidu ... you seriously poured your heart out. But you are such an innocent baccha. Very walk of life will be good for you and every phase makes life better. That's my funda for you. Change makes life good, embrace it!
b t w, is it a personal thing or did u have something else in mind when u wrote "I shall always return to you. Sorry to make you cry." ??
Couldn't resist asking. :-)

Unknown said...

sm1 is faster...u spoke evry passout's heart..thnks 4 lending me ur camera after mine got damaged.cud save memories of d last most butiful days of college..n thanks 4 being there in d memories..:)..

Unknown said...

thx both...

Yeah change is good when it is initiated by us only.

Thx vidhyaa for the advice. really good advice. No point resisting the inevitable.

Thx bahar ...you so kind with your words.

PS- Some things are best said when nothing is said at all. SO let my "personal" thing remain a mystery

Suchintya said...

dude, relax !

if you truly want to be different and walk down a beaten path, then I would say welcome to the professional life. Here there is more freedom and loads of fun. That's from my personal experience. If you are doing what you want to do, then there is no stopping you.

Cheers!!!

Unknown said...

hey....thx suchintya fr ur first comment ... yeah i agree with u ...two weeks into new life it has been gud to me

Unknown said...

luvly way of xpressing urself...........
u r 2 gud at writing things
ALL THE BEST!!!!!!!
njoy d profesionalism